This morning i threw my reebok classic at the radiator and argued with her, again. It's not being able to know what she wants, what i want, or wether it is worth it when it comes back to this again and again.
We exchanged views in a loud, annoying lesbian way. Which resulted in alot of pushing and the throwing of 2 Korean Ginseng pills into our mountain of clothes, in which they got lost like a brick in a river.
It's hard to remain calm when you're being told time after time how shit you are. I try my best but at times like this it all seems to be retracted and taken away, so it hurts.
Last night i got takeout from Pompoko after i left the studio - i love the tofu chilli don dish they do. Last time we went there i got 'chicken' which diddn't really look/taste that much like Chicken so tofu is a better option.
I began to read Oliver Spleen's book the other night, once i started i found it hard to put down, even though my eyes were just about open. It is called 'Depravakazi' and you can buy it Here
Ciao.
