I can't sleep at all. Last night was terrible, apart from staying up until the early hours chatting to Jasmin about nits, It's just getting worse. I can't stop worrying about my accounts with halifax and how much money i owe them, how much money i don't have, worrying about paying rent on time, wondering where the hell my student loan is, worrying about how im going to get everything to Brighton, worrying about references, worrying about how fat i've got...sounds rediculous dosent it? So many things going wrong in the world and I'm sat worrying about these selfish things. But its almost like the world dosent exist here in this room, the room of insignificance and pessimism.
Just made a cup of coffee that tastes like shit.
